Short case of Acne with Dry eczema…
PASSIVE CWP:
D: I want to understand you. All what speaks of you, will help me to understand you and your personality. Go ahead and share about you.
- This Acne and black mark (eczema on foot) started since five years ago. My complete face has covered with these pimples and these marks which are there (shows mark) have remained since beginning.
- They are not going and many are leaving a permanent mark on my face. It looks like I have to carry these marks on my face rest of my life like pain caused by my partner many years back. (smiles and then starts crying).
D: Feel free to share all that you are feeling… allow your emotions to free flow.
(Just an open-ended push to go further)
- My partner left to USA to study five and a half years back, we were like inseparable till then. Whole college/school would speak of our togetherness, bond that we shared. (HG of showing bond).
- Even when he went we would connect almost every day as if we are together. But after few months, suddenly he told that he has no feelings for me and I came to know that he has another girl in his life.
- This left deep sadness, deep mark on me. (Weeping)
Guided Passive- AREA DREAMS
D: Can you share your dreams since childhood till today.
- DREAM 1: I get since my school days is, “Lord Krishna playing with Radha in Vrindavan, making her hair, Krishna playing flute and Radha dancing and every gopis watching this dance of their love… then the dream ends in Krishna goes somewhere else and he leaves Radha.
D: Most Important part???
- Krishna Leaving Radha and they are getting separated. This must have left deep mark on Radha’s mind and heart.
ACTIVE CASE WITNESSING PROCESS
D: Tell about this deep mark, which you said in your acne, and when your partner left and even in your dream.
- It’s separation doctor (Weeping), if you have only loved that person and he goes away it will leave deep painful memories and deep wounds doctor. The pain of separation must have left mark on Radha’s heart also. And I can see my marks on face and legs are an expression of this deep separation and wound caused in my heart.
D: Tell more about this
- We shared a VERY DEEP UNDERSTANDING AND BOND and we were example to many in our college.
- We would come TOGETHER IN SCHOOL, STUDY TOGETHER, SIT TOGETHER, GO HOME TOGETHER (Weeping)
- Will I ever be able to come out of these painful memories, I STILL FEEL THESE MEMORIES ESPECIALLY PAINFUL ONES ARE IN MY HEART (Weeping)
- NOW THESE MARKS ON MY FACE WILL ALWAYS REMIND ME OF HIM AND PAINFUL MEMORIES. AND WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO FIND A NEW PARTNER WHERE I CAN HAVE SAME DEPTH OF BOND.
ACTIVE - ACTIVE CWP: CONFIRMATION
D: What changes this trauma has done in your life?
- I have lost interest in everything, I sit on those places where we used to sit and for hours I am lost in my thoughts. Nowadays I don’t do anything, just lie in the house and in my thoughts.
PATIENT’S CENTER:
- Acne is leaving a permanent mark on my face. It looks like I have to carry these marks on my face for the rest of my life like pain caused by my partner many years back.
- My partner left to the USA we were like inseparable till then. Whole college/school would speak of our togetherness, bond that we shared. (HG of showing bond).
- This left deep sadness, deep mark on me. (Weeping)
- DREAM 1: Krishna playing flute and Radha dancing and every gossip watching this dance of their love… then the dream ends in Krishna goes somewhere else and he leaves Radha.
Krishna Leaving Radha and they are getting separated. This must have left a deep mark on Radha’s mind and heart
- It’s separation doctor (Weeping), if you have only loved that person and he goes away it will leave deep painful memories and deep wounds doctor. The pain of separation must have left mark on Radha’s heart also. And I can see my marks on face and legs are an expression of this deep separation and wound caused in my heart.
- We shared a VERY DEEP UNDERSTANDING AND BOND
- NOW THESE MARKS ON MY FACE WILL ALWAYS REMIND ME OF HIM AND PAINFUL MEMORIES. AND WOULD NOT ALLOW ME TO FIND A NEW PARTNER WHERE I CAN HAVE SAME DEPTH OF BOND
- Now I have lost interest in everything
REMEDY :
MEZEREUM 1M (Malvales +Thymelaceae family)
REMEDY UNDERSTANDING
THYMELACEAE THEME:
- Permanent Trauma/wound/scar of Separation unconditional /devotional love/connected soul
- Long-lasting, insurmountable reaction to being wounded from separation.
Reaction is
- Uneasiness and sensation as if something unpleasant were to happen. Expecting bad news constantly in the daytime, worried and annoyed by everything.
ABOUT MEZEREUM
Harry Van der Zee…
- "Scars and birthmarks that dominate the way a person is perceived by his surroundings are a strong theme in Mezereum…
- Also, psychological injuries, owing to stigmatization by others, leave their scars
- M: Dead emptiness. Everything seems dead, nothing vivid. Indifference to everything and everybody; looks through a window for hours without being conscious of objects around.