Case of Severe Anaemia

PASSIVE CWP

D: My aim is to understand you. As if you are sitting with your best friend where you can open up your being..  Let your life move in front of you and all that comes just keep speaking. Right, Wrong Does not Matter. Wherever you stop I will guide you.

• I have severe Anemia. Otherwise physically I am fine. Things need to be done from your heart as people around you do things automatically without heart.
• I do things with heart and that’s why there is not much blood in my heart. Everything I do, I do it from the heart.
• I always make an effort to do everything. Now when I do effort I get tired.
• Emotional side I am okay, he is keeping me happy. My husband is patient with me.
• I have craving for lemon and lemon things and oregano.

GUIDED PASSIVE: AREA DREAMS

D: Tell me about your dreams which are weird, not connected to your life and cannot be explained.

• I have a couple of dreams but I don’t want to give importance to them. They are not connected at all.
• Someone from 25 years with whom I came back to in my dream.

“ I saw a dream where I was with my parents on one side of the road. He was standing on the other side of road with a hunch back and was very breathless. I walk towards him and hold his hand and as soon as I touch his hand his breathlessness stops and he becomes straight again”

• The second dream I saw, “ I was in my apartment… busy decorating… my mother puts two letters on the wall. One initial of my husband and one initial of my childhood love. I tell my mother enough of decoration and I put this letter down”.  I don’t dwell on these things.

GUIDED PASSIVE: CHILDHOOD IMAGINATIONS/STORIES AND FAIRT TALES

D: What childhood Imagination, Stories. Fairytales you remember?

• Love and care were very important for me… if something is not done with love it will not work for me.
• If someone is cooking they are just cooking and I cook with love for my family.
• My emotions always being crushed and I can’t express the way I want it to be.
• As a child, romantic love was very very important for me but when I didn’t allow to express I felt suffocated. I live more with my heart than my mind. I believe in opening (HG) instead of closing.

D: Just be as if you are a child with no restriction, society this life and see what is coming up right now?

• I feel heavy I want to be lighter… I want not to feel suffocated with illness and the situation. Want to be filled with love and express love.

Active Case Witnessing Process WITHOUT FOCUS:

To Find Focus (With dream One)

D: What was the most important part of the first dream?

• It was very peaceful… I was like… (pause for long)… (Hg-of bond)… things were falling into place.

D: What was the feeling of touching that person…

• Incredible… (Pause)…(HG-bond)… as if everything is falling into place.

To Find Focus (With dream Two)

D: What was the most important part in the second dream?

• Feeling of Freedom when I removed both letter and no attachment to that person. (Pause)

ACTIVE-ACTIVE CASE WITNESSING PROCESS: With Master Key.

D: So that emotional touch/care is important for you?

• Yes but I am avoiding it now and in my family, I get disgusted by it, I get very, very irritated by it. I just pull away from physical touch.
• That love which you craved since childhood is completely missing.
• My husband doesn't open up to such emotions. He has his different way of understanding life.
• Now I can’t crave that love at this age. I am fine with what I have...

ACTIVE-ACTIVE CASE WITNESSING PROCESS:  Giving the whole.

D: You have a problem at heart, Hb level and since childhood, you do everything from the heart. In your dream person having a complaint which you have, you touch him and he feels better in suffocation and bending.

 In the second dream, you have a letter from his and your husband's initials. In your life, you are looking for those deep connections, love, and caring which is completely missing. In the dream, you get that touch and he feels better which is nothing but you.

P:

• In my house, I pretend that my life should be something different. I always go back to my life and I rebuild everything again, those connections. I wish I was in different company or different partner.
• Always imagine some relation which is v close (HG). We build something together. May be there is less of this (HG- connection).
• I mean Deep Close Connection.

D: Build one fairytale/story which you would like to build.

• I cannot as I cried a lot for this.  (Big Pause)
• May be A deep Bond, deep Connection, both participants in life, building a life together. Deep bond which is an inspiration for both. Work together. (HG). As if two people in one bond and that’s what you crave in your life and that which was denied in your life. You feel suffocation with this situations. I want to open up and not feel suffocated.

ACTIVE-ACTIVE CASE WITNESSING PROCESS:

Advice...  Diary… Designer according to her center.

• Make note of the dreams which you get, especially weird, strange which has no connections.

INDIVIDUALISTIC ADVICE

• Every fifteen days spend time with yourself/ alone space and see what comes up naturally make note of it as it is.
• From your past, if any memory comes in your mind please write and share when we talk.
• Keep this deep love/connection in front of your self every month in your alone space and if anything comes make note of it.

PATIENT’S CENTER

• I do things with heart and that’s why there is not much blood in my heart. Everything I do, I do it from the heart.
• DREAM 1: I walk towards him and hold his hand and as soon as I touch his hand his breathlessness stops and he becomes straight again” It was very peaceful… I was like… (pause for long)… (Hg-of bond)… things were falling into place.
• DREAM 2: “ I was in my apartment… busy decorating… my mother puts two letters on the wall. One initial of my husband and one initial of my childhood love. Feeling of Freedom when I removed both letter and no attachment to that person.
• I get very, very irritated by it. I just pull away from physical touch.
• That love which you craved since childhood is completely missing.
• Now I can’t crave that love at this age. I am fine with what I have...
• Always imagine some relations, which are v close (HG). We build something together. Maybe there is less of this (HG- connection).
• I mean Deep Close Connection.
• FAIRY TALE: Maybe a deep Bond, deep Connection, both participants in life, building a life together. Deep bond which is an inspiration for both. Work together. (HG). As if two people in one bond and that’s what you crave in your life and that which was denied in your life. You feel suffocation with these situations. I want to open up and not feel suffocated.

REMEDY GIVEN

CISTUS CANADENSIS 1M  (Malvales + Cistaceae Family)

THEME OF CISTUS CANADENSIS

• Separation/detachment/Disconnection from loved one/Soul mate causes silent grief/Indignation/vexation/reprimand Admonition.
• Suffocation From Separation/Detachment/Disconnection from a loved one.
• Tubercular Miasm

FOLLOW UP AFTER 3 MONTHS

• Got a dream that one of them was actually one of our old houses when my parents immigrated later I felt it would have been a nice place to stay and keep that place. That was the night when I decided to close the store and talked to myself and was extremely tired. And I woke up early in the morning when I got this dream that this house was pretty with the garden it had become ugly and workers were constructing buildings and it had lost its charm.

In a way, this dream was telling me don’t get attached to those things work on what you have now and be content with what you have. I think I should turn around and look and see if I took another path.  Actually, turn around and look forward now especially now since my profession is also at a turning point right now and I can take a new direction in work and have to think really well where I can go.

Yes because when I am unhappy right now my escape is to go back and to say I made a wrong decision at that time had I made diff decision I would be happy right now. I really think instead of making that mental issue of regretting my decisions I should now turn to reach to the right decision and not regret since I am at a turning point right now

D: wow so what is that decision rather than looking back past emotion, past decision, past feelings you want to move on with what is coming up

Yes because when I am unhappy right now my escape is to go back and to say I made a wrong decision at that time had I made diff decision I would be happy right now. I really think instead of making that mental issue of regretting my decisions I should now turn to reach to the right decision and not regret since I am at a turning point right now

D: Wow so what is that decision rather than looking back past emotion, past decision, past feelings you want to move on with what is coming up

D:        BUT WITH closing of shops are you happy about it

P Yes I am happy. One of the reasons is that all my life I was working with my brother and I think it is  important for me to detach from my brother for many reasons for me and for him

REMEDY: SL BD

FOLLOW UP AFTER 6 MONTHS

D: So what I see is definitely your physical health wise you are better.

Your hemoglobin has gone up and stayed there and comparatively, your suffocation is still there and asthma did come up in between but another big positive thing is last time you spoke about the attachment of past and present, with father, brother, and family and the past ones with deep emotional connection, earlier in a way you were stuck there but now you are ready to move on. With your brother, you are happy to go apart where you are accepting the disconnection, which is required to grow

Similarly, you yourself are ready to go to a crossroad of life, where you are ready to move on rather than getting attached or stuck to that belief system its vague but its coming and you are taking action.

D: How is your relation with your father

I realized he has given us a very strong core and I am amazed how my parents gave us the solid core compared to a lot of people around. Even though they didn’t prepare us for real world but in many ways center very strong I admire that. The mistakes we did I am learning actually from those when I raise my child and in my relations with people and It taught me what not to do.  So overall its quite positive

ADVISE GIVEN

• If you travel with these memories it will affect you a lot, instead enjoy your own small way. Then this weight of day to day life becomes less. In between duty to your son, husband, family when you are all alone allowed your imagination to go wild and your being will come back.
• 3-4 hours do something small but crazy.
• Your story should help someone those old people, your story should be a gift to someone what it was what it is and what can be it can be transformative for someone because your story has both sides peak and valley both, good and bad both, suffocation and freedom both . it can suddenly become a healing story for someone else.